I want to say i'm sorry again too....i should have been more careful about how detailed i was getting...i just kind've let myself go on writing and didn't really think too much about it. I need to remember that i am mostly recovered (at least for now) from SI, and most of the people here are not.
Hope, don't feel so bad about what you said. I can understand why people responded the way they did, even though it upset me...this is a very sensitive subject and i need to remember that.

Im sorry everyone and i will be more careful in the future...i hope you can all forgive me.

-Becka