i made it 15 days not cutting (not by choice but lets not go there) than i was reliced from my 45 day stay in crissis care. that was 2 weeks ago tuesday.i have cutt 6 times sinch then. it seems my life hase become 1 big trap and there is no way out. i will lose no matter what i try. i cant even get phy help. what are you supose to do one you can not chang but not keep on the way you are going?