Thanks Beads and Sannah.

I'll check out the thread sometime

Beads:

It's sad to think that other people feel the same way I do and so many people do! It's such a horrible way to feel and I wish none of us had to feel it because none of us deserve to.

I'm getting better day by day, getting there slowly, although I have lost enough weight to fit into jeans that I haven't been able to fit into in years. :/

Connor's worried, I'm fed up and tired and can't even write let alone do my normal day to day tasks, although I just force myself to. I'm trying and I'm slowly getting there.

Today has been not so bad because I had an interview and impressed the employer, so will know by Tuesday whether I have a job. BUT all I've been able to think about is the abuse Thomas gave me and it's just replaying over and over in my head. It's so, so scary

But I am getting somewhere slowly. Not sure where yet though..

Thanks everyone