TRIGGER WARNING from here...( The flip outs... rage and SI) I put these in a seperate post because most of the answer wasn't.



Ok, back to the flip outs...
(Confession time for the really ugly bits....If I go off....Flailing, throwing things, screaming, throwing myself against walls, loud mean running commentary--often directed at myself, taking a tool I might have been using and pounding the **** out of it. Like a hammer, and being so out of control that I paid no regard to where my other hand was. Or people being rude to me that set me off so bad that I went home and threw my pizza down so hard all the cheese came off, then attacked the kitchen table with a pizza cutter, breaking the utensil and leaving big gashes in the table. You get the picture. Who said hypomania's so fun we don't want to give it up? I HATE when I do thing like this. And hate myself for it. It's truly frightening and I'm truly frightening. And most of the time I'm shy and quiet.)
Good news is that since I'm up to dose on meds, this hasn't happened. So far at least, and I hope it never does.