you have nothing to be sorry for....you posted your feelings and there is nothing wrong with that....that is what the forum is for....you should be able to post what your feeling and not worry about what others think....It would have been better if I would have paid attention to your trigger symbol and not read it until I was settled down myself...again you did NOTHING wrong...so dont be down on yourself....please feel free to post anytime and get your feelings out please....do not hold back because of this one incident...
take care