Kimmy,

I never, ever would have thought I would've reacted this way.

I'm fighting off so many images that are trying to push through. I have the "icky noises" blaring in the brain.

That whole feeling of the "cable" went out and all you see, all you hear is the static of the past. You know there's a program running behind it all...I am fighting hard not to plug into it.

What a sucky week this has been...

Petunia