Someone from my past is back in town, someone who left me 4 years ago to go out West. You may have remembered me talking about him before? We had a short relationsihip, I may have mentioned in one of my threads a long time ago about him telling me to get off of him because he would rape me, something along those lines. Anyways, he went out West the day after that night.... went months without phoning me.
Contacts my sister months ago, talking to her.
Last time I heard from him was about a year ago.
Now he is back in town, well 2 cities over... called my sister today to let her know that he was at the YMCA staying in a room.
He has alot of past issues with abuse etc, I think with choking as he would almost get to the point of freaking out if I went by his neck.
All he has is his backpack. Why he came back here, after leaving a good paying job I don't know. We wants to meet up next week. The week my BF takes off for a fly in fishing trip....
Perfect timing huh.
I'm sure it'll be harmless, was just in shock, he put me through so much emotionally, he got suicidal when he was away, drinking alot etc.. pretty much told me I was the reason why he got sick because I broke things off with him and went with my current BF.
Don't know.
What are your thoughts? A bit stressed, but I don't think I should be. I think it's going to be awkward.
As long as my sister is there with me i'm sure it'll be ok.
Just don't know.
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