Make sure you're safe, dear. As soon as possible. Will hug you all the way there, if you need it. Please don't wait hoping it will get better. As to the mistake, don't get angry about it. Take care to get it taken care of, and know that making even old mistakes is very very human. HHHHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!
Go take care of yourelf, now.