Thank you Myzen,

I don't know what my gut is telling me about this, I don't know. I'm just feeling confused.... I could call my psychiatrist, but there wouldn't be a point because she is away on holidays and I don't get in to see her until August 4th, my sister will be with me, I wouldn't hang out with him on my own. I do have that feeling of guilt when I think back, that he said that it was me as the reason to why he tried to hurt himself. But that was 4 yrs ago, we did have a long talk on icq a long time ago and talked about a lot of things.

So I think that helped the situtaion. He doesn't know anyone anymore, and I guess since he knows me and my sister he thought to contact us...

I'm always cautious, I want my bf to be there but it just so happens he'll be away on a fishing trip, wont even have a phone or anything where I could phone him, perfect timing eh.

Well I guess we'll see... I don't know yet. Meh.