The more I try not to get hurt by all my prepetrators of my past, the more I try to just feel 'human..'

The more I try to go on gracefully, peacefully..

I just cannot without God....I need to know he created me in His image, need to know his peace..

The world is just too big and scary sometimes..

I need to feel that love of all loves; maybe even if I felt it with family I would still need to feel God's deep love for little ole me..