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gentle (((((hugs))))) Lissa... I know exactly what you are saying as that was like reading my own story. I'm sorry your medical care system isn't really great.. I feel fortunate that I have disability income due to my mental illness's. Something that has helped me for the past 20 years of this journey is to keep a journal.. it's private and is a really good way to express yourself and your emotions without hurting anyone. It's also a good way to keep up with your moods and what triggers them. I am so sorry that you feel yourself losing yourself and changing into a different person. .. that is a very difficult thing to experience. I am always here if you need someone to chat with or PM or just continue to post to. You are not alone in your struggles .. we are all here to help one another and thank goodness we have an awesome place here to do just that.
there's always hope.. and there is a light at the end of the tunnel.. even ours..
~beautiful madness~
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