Hiya Bevers (hope I've got that right)

I just wanted to say that I can completely understand and have experienced everything you have talked about. I know how horrible it is
to feel alone and unable to share your feelings. I've been trying to figure
that problem out for years.

I do think that it can get better. I know for a fact that I have been seriously depressed and come back from it to feel reasonably happy.
In my case it tends to come and go. I believe people can completely
recover and I think believing that you are able to recover is a large part of the battle. I know how fantastically hard it is though.
Good luck with today and tomorrow and any obstacles you have to overcome
with love from goggles x