I feel ugly , worthless, and stupid.
I don't feel like I belong anywhere in my life.
I feel very withdrawn. I don't want to be around anyone.
Encouragement is nice but it only takes the sting away for a brief moment or two.
I cannot get my act together.
I cannot figure out how to save myself from this despair.
I swear I want to be happy. I swear I want to have hope.
But, my mind is not registering these thoughts and taking them to the next level.
Instead, I feel gloomy. I feel lonely. I feel ugly, worthless and stupid.
I am tired of hearing myself talk about all of these feelings...and I am sorry to burden you. But what else should I do?
I don't even have the mind energy to journal because it keeps leading back to the same thing.
This is so frustrating. I hate it.
I would give anything to feel better.
Been on that cymbalta now for a week...at first it was making me hyper and a little high...now I am down further then before.
I just want to go away quietly....