Thanks BNL and 54. 54, you're comment made me smile. I found out from another soldier that my husband's internet ran out...which at first I was like, "he's lying." But then I thought about it and I realized that it was a plausible excuse. However, I'm still bummed cuz I still feel like he is mad at me. He stays mad at me anyway, why should I be surprised? I've decided to just quit thinking about him entirely. I can go into denial mode. I'll pretend that he's not mad at me...and maybe just maybe I can function properly. At least I'm getting along better with my 11 month old son. I've had more patience with him, and he has more patience with me. He's a stubborn little fella, so when something doesn't go his way...it's over. haha. Thank God for the internet and sites like this one. I'm pretty sure its the only thing that has kept me from going off my rocker.