Well, ONE thing for sure is, you have a huge heart! Never intended to push you toward one dx or another, just seeing alot of me in you. Also, just wanted to know what you meant by having OC symptoms.

It's good that the drugs are working for you. If you can alleviate some of the symptoms (like deep depression as in my case), the easier it is to see things more rationally. Pup is right, though. It is not for members (me?) to "diagnose."

I'm bettin' that with your hyper-viligance and need to be extremely honest, you will come to know where your personality (for lack of a better word) lies.