Since you posted in this forum I assume you are referring to drugs or alcohol. Why are you telling us this? Don't you think you should be talking to someone there who can help you?

I may be coming on strong but I have to tell you this: this stuff kills people---your posts sound as though you are trying to get attention. So....go get the attention--right there--where you can get the help.

Stop blowing smoke, inkblot--life is precious. Grab it.