I'm resiliant. I've decided that his absence is not worth mulling over. In fact, I turned it into an OPPORTUNITY. Since my husband won't have internet until he comes home for Christmas, I betcha I can get these 3 classes knocked out in no time! My only set back...is that I have to take my sleeping pills at night, or else I'll lay there for hours...thinking way too much. And then I'll end up in a bad mood and grumpy if I don't get enough sleep. The baby demands that I wake up every morning at 6AM, so the pill is neccessary. I promise I won't get hooked on it...and hey, it's keeping me away from alcohol. And getting all this school work done is making me feel SO much better.