Ugh...why did I bother checking my email? He sent me an email that said, "I'll just see you when I get home...goodbye" WTF???? Sigh....file it away. It's not my fault I have a ******, insensitive husband. Life's not perfect. It never will be. Love is never the long-term solution. I'll just finish my degree and get a good job, and leave the ****er if I have to. Hell, men are only good for one thing (sorry guys) haha. There are plenty of fish in the sea. I hate that I am talking this way, but I need to. It's my "defense mechanism." My priorities: "Baby.School." That's it. And if he doesn't talk to me for the next 4 weeks, he better find someone else to pick his *** up from the airport. Trust me, he will severely regret breaking my heart. I WILL make him pay. BUT ANYWAYS. goodnite all. Hopefully this pill will kick in soon, but until then...I'll read my chapters. This not talking deal IS going to be GOOD for me. We need a break. It might even be good for our relationship. I think God is trying to tell me that I need to remember who's important...MYSELF and God of course. God needs me to stop thinking about a man long enough to learn something else. So, God...hold my hand and let's get thru this **** together.