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Old Nov 22, 2009, 10:03 PM
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Sorry to come into the discussion late - I was deciding on whether or not to reply as it's sort of a touchy subject for me at times.

This is something I worry about with my therapy. At times, I wonder what my motivation to get better is. What do I want from life exactly? I do know why I keep going back to T, though. For me, a lot of it is being heard, just having someone who sees the things that others don't, such as my anxiety and need to feel cared for by others. So I ask myself, do I even want to get better, or do I just want to have someone to tell all my crap to?. I worry that T is getting tired of me - it's like I'm "stuck". Not getting worse, not getting better. I'm just "here".

Does any of this make sense at all? Interesting thread.
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