hi. i have a heart condition and need to get surgery sometime soon. waiting on tests.
today, i had a terrible speLl" it really scared me and my h. treats me like it's no big deal. treats me bad for wanting to call my cardiologist. it sounds terrible when i write it, but he is always right.
i live in a pigsty. there is no amount of work i can do to better it. i'm trying to get rid of stuff. it's just like my whole life, i can't get ahead.
i told h i wanted to separate and then took it all back. my t is out of town and i did not call the cardiologist because i would rahter deal with my heart being bad than my h- bad treatment of me. i think i am stuck.
the last time something like this happened i almost ki**ed myself.. but i had had alcohol. i can still think. if i have more pain i will go for help. even if i have to go alone. my life is worth saving, isn't it? i have a job to do with my kids still. i promised them.
so why is he such a blockhead? prism