Gosh I know what you mean .... the only thing I'm dreading is a trip to the dentist to have a tooth out but they have to cut my gum ... that's not until the 18th Dec though.

Usually before therapy I get a little short tempered just knowing what's to come, but I'm quite relaxed about tomorrows session even though last week was just terrible ... I'm having terrible dreams right now, woke up crying a couple of times this week, flashbacks, the usual ....

I'm wondering if it's the 'after effects' of just a totally awful year. We've had illness, deaths, house taken off us, family issues ... just wonderoing if everything has come to a head as when my hubby was in hospital I had to go on autopilot and I found it so very hard each day to cope with everything ..... maybe it's just all coming out now, the stress? I'm ok, a little run down but just a bit manic ... and then exhausted lol ... thank you for replying it means a lot to me, Ophelia xxx