I am fairly new to the forum, (and reaching out to others is hard for me...) I wanted to let you know that you are not alone in this, it seems as if others have felt this way as well...

I have no words of wisdom for you, but wanted to let you know that I feel this way much of the time, and know the awful weight and burden this is to carry. It's so very hard when your feeling this way.

I am trying to find that speck of hope to keep moving on, and I believe that it is there for everyone...I'm so sorry that you are feeling this way...

please know that you are not alone....and that I am pulling for you.....

Jan