You don't want your rage to escalate anymore...that is a good sign. And it's a good sign that you are recognizing that your rage is becoming out of control.

Since you are medications, perhaps changes have to be made with them. It could be you need a new medication altogether, or it may be as simple as a new dosage. It would be beneficial to get some kind of therapy-perhaps find someone who specializes in anger management? Or find an anger management class is there is one available.

Until you can either get counseling or see your doctor for a medication adjustment...it might be best to remove yourself from the situation. Is there a friend or family member you could stay with for a period? If not, when you feel like you are starting to lose it, leave the house and stay out until you are back into control.