((((((((((((((((((Vicki)))))))))))))))))))))

of course everyone is concerned. not b/c you're deliberately trying to worry them/us but because we care about what happens to you, unlike all those horrible monsters that lurk in hiding. we don't want you dead. yes, feeling this way sucks and i'm so sorry you're hurting. but we care about you, we want you to pour out all those icky feelings and let us replace them with warmth and good things. like petunia's petals and umbrella i know you don't know me, but i know a girl very much like you...and she struggles with the same things you are struggling with. keep holding on, Vicki. you have already proven yourself brave and strong just by making it this far. i know that is of little comfort, but take what comfort it is and hold it close. PM me whenever you feel like talking, if you feel comfortable doing so. i would be honored to chat with you.

*sending warmth and good thoughts*

-shadowdancer