After many years of finding good jobs only to walk out or get fired, Im parellized by the thought of repeating the cycle. Currently, Im currently unemployed and trying to build up the strength to get back out there. Does anyone have ideas or past experiences which might help? I seem to be able to make the best impression but when they look up the ol criminal record and see that Ive multi DUI's I dont get an offer. Many times Ive been told they need someone to start next week or in a few days. Ive been handed employment papers to fill out pending their phone call with a starting date. They all but give me the keys to the office. It's been over ten years since my last DUI (which the courts found me not guilty), but the pattern proves too much for these companies to invest in me. Is there any way to explain this past behavior honestly and convience them I "had" a drinking problem due to BPD, but I have that part of my life together and dont drink any longer? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.