Thanks everyone for your support... I feel a little better today, because I got an acceptance letter in the mail for a college I applied to last month... I guess it was the stupid "ego-boost" I was looking for (god, I'm pathetic!). Anyways... I submitted ANOTHER test, so I'll see how it goes, and if I fail THAT, I don't know what I'll do!

But I'm going to try and be optimistic about this, and not use it as an excuse to totally freak out again.
(This is an online class, so it's not like I have a counselor to talk to. Even my regular school doesn't have a counselor, which I thought was really weird! I asked the secretary about it, and she told me the principal also functioned as the counselor--and who would want to talk to their principal about something like this?)