Our T said last night that the mad comes out the more I talk. I talk and talk but the mad is still there. The bad icky stuff is still there. T said I had post trauma stuff or something. That's why I get scared when there's yelling or loud voices or loud noises or stuff like that. W_I and H don't watch much TV cause if I hear it I get too scared. I almost was crying at T. I don't cry. Not allowed. No mad allowed either. T said it's ok to be mad and cry. How do I cry??? How do I show mad and not hurt anyone or anything??? I showed mad by hitting the little sisters. But I hurt them. I got real scared. Then I started hitting the body. I bit the body too. No one even asked why or how the marks got there. But I didn't hurt anyone else. If I let mad out, I might hurt someone. T said not to hurt the body. I don't know what to do.
Vicki