I have that exact same fear!! Its insane, I cant go anywhere without invisioning death everywhere, and night time, its crazy insane, i use to walk the streets all hours of the night it cleared my head I could walk for hours and no one would bother me, now I went to a friends house the other night and shes 2 streets over and 5 blocks down and I took a cab home!! and all the while, I thought what if something happens, someone dies, what if I get killed will they find me?? I also have fears of people killing me sometimes, doesnt matter who it is, Im afraid to be alone and if someone is with me sometimes I think they are going to kill me or something its usually when I watch the news which I try not to anymore

Take Care.
Erin