Thank you so much for this thread - it has so clearly resonated with so many of us. Where I am just now, it feels hard to move forward though I know I have made progress - but one thing that hinders me is the thought that i don't really want to get better, that I am making things harder for myself, that there is something in the attention from t and p-doc that I want and don't want to end, and I'm scared what life would be without that support.

Thank you all so much for insights you have all shared.