((((Miss Laura)))) Those waiting lists are quite literally killers. A lot of politicians don't seem to understand that just becuase the care is there in theory doesn't mean that people are getting the care when they need it. See if you can take it as easy on yourself as you can. Can you find someone who is willing to help you get out an walk or get some other type of excercise? That can be a big help in depression, even though it is so hard to get out and motivated. Keep posting here, too. Hang in there, dear. I'm sorry things are so hard, Huggs