This is my first post so bear with me. I was recently diagnosed with AADD although I was aware of the symptoms most of my adult life - I just didn't have a name for it. From the books that I have read, you may have ADD symptoms with depression. The two often accompany each other. I did poorly in subjects that were boaring and I didn't like, but did well in subjects that I found of interest ( like psychology). The poor self esteem that I suffered related to the AADD made the anxiety and depression unbearable. I saw a psychiatrist for the first time yesterday and he's starting me on a stimulant type drug. I'm also going to work with a support group. Although I'm sure that I'm old enough to be your parent or grandparent, we have similiar symptoms. Just remember that AADD or depression or anxiety are medical conditions that can be treated. I've found that even inexpensive books (ADHD in Adults by Paul H. Wender) can provide lots of insight and treatment options. You may now be at the lowest point in your life with tremendous potential for improvement. Make sure you are diagnosed correctly. There are many people who will be glad to help. There are also many mental health clinics available for those that don't have insurance. Some clinics will see you without contacting your parents if you believe that is necessary. Take care.