Call that T you mentioned. He might be the one you are needing in your life right now. Maybe a different approach, style or whatever. I really like my T (at the moment, who knows how I'll feel a month or two from now) It took alot of work establishing a relationship, a connection with him for me to even really listen. Sometimes the sessions seem like I've just wasted time and nothing has been accomplished. But when I think about what we've talked about the next day or over a few days some stuff really sinks in.