My T would ask to see it when I first started to SI. Now, if I say I've done it again, she'll want to know why because I don't do it regularily. Mostly I would do it just to release whatever I was feeling, all the pent-up anger. I've relapsed a couple times, and T never told me she was disappointed in me. I know she is, though, which is a pretty good reason for me to find an alternative release.