Well I took my meds like a good little girl lol although I had to fight myself to take it. It may be all in my head but I felt better today. More focused on things and not one panic attack. I guess I'll know in about a week if it really is helping me. I do't think you can feel affects of a antidepression drug 3-4 hours after taking it. Keep y'alls fingers crossed for me. Cause if it is the meds making me feel better then I think I have finally found the med for me. Thanks to you all that helped "talk" me into it
And I'm kinda proud of myself for taking them and not freaking out immedietly after.