Oh so sad......And yes, I totally get it. It would be different if the circumstances were different. I think it's great that you remained in touch with your old T until you were at the right place with your new T. That says a lot about your ability to self-care...and that your old T was so willing to continue to work with you by phone.

I hope you give yourself time to grieve...some people may not understand, but you are so right that we here do.