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Old Nov 24, 2009, 09:58 PM
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Originally Posted by RACEKA View Post
Thanks for all your support.

Does the Christmas commercials bother anyone else?

They are killing me. Everyone is a happy family decorating, cooking, shopping. I don't have any ambition to put any decorations up.
Luckily, I don't watch TV...but the holiday approaching is certainly adding to my depression. Especially with it being the first holiday post divorce. I feel so incredibly alone...even though I'm not alone. I have my beautiful 8 year old daughter. I have family. I have friends. But I don't reach out to them because I want to feel my misery in solitude.

We put our tree up a couple days ago and some decorations, and it just makes me feel oh so sad.

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