I don't want a relationship with him like we had in the past, i'm very happy with the person that I am with now.

I don't know what I want out of this to tell you the truth.
Just talk to him I guess... Why i'm not too sure.
He said he'd call next week, and if I wasn't there he'd talk to my sister.

Told my sister to give him my cell number, don't know if that is a good idea or not. Can't see any harm in it.

I'll know more after the long weekend.

I did not sleep well last night. Was triggered, my bf had a bit of a temper, which isn't often, not towards me though.. but I don't like anyone seeing anyone angry, was just triggering. He was flicking his hand on the bed side table, I just got up and layed on the couch for a bit until he settled down.. lots of images went through my head, I could relax was so tense, finally went back up to bed.. was tense, slept away from which I don't know why... jumped a bit when he skimmed me which never happens.

I don't know what was wrong with me last night.
Woke up today feel like trash. Sick, etc...