it doesnt matter in the end....Im alone....in my room....in my own world....here by myself, what I do only affects myself... maybe I could put myself in a psych ward...but I wont. i guess I dont care....you dont care...no one cares....everyone can just go on as they feel free.... no one will ever see the cuts I hide, no one will ever see what I see everyday...no one will ever feel the shame I feel every ****in day.....