The christmas commercials kinda get to me too. Reminds me of a better time when I was younger and my parents were still together, I was doing great in school, had a million friends and nothing bad to worry about. Those were the days, eh?

As for the lack of energy, I know what you mean. I fell back into depression recently and I've noticed my trips to the gym getting to be fewer and far between, and not doing all of the things I used to do while attending. But, I'm trying to push myself to just take that extra step and run for 10 more minutes, or go to the gym another day that I would've just stayed home. The more I deal with it, the more I see how depression really just saps every aspect of your life if you don't keep a close eye on it.