Thank you all for your honest posts. Oh my gosh, amdx64, you sound just like that guy at the party. He was so nice to me even hold hands and lift me up etc... Yet I just don't understand why he didn't notice me at school only at a stupid rock party. Maybe I never knew him, but once you get to know him. He's a really nice, funny, cute guy and easy to talk too! I'm still at the age where I'll almost do anything just to get a boy to like me back too. If that sounds wrong. You deserve to be mad with me, if you are. But these guys are from our school and there not too dangerous. I'm going to shut up now and think what I did. Yes it's not funny and I'm not laughing. But there was just someone who took cared of me and made me feel special that night for once... Is that too much to ask for? (I would never force myself into sex, unless I'm 101% sure!)