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Old Nov 25, 2009, 04:58 PM
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Originally Posted by NinjaSidekick View Post
Any tips? What works for you? I've been sort of self-medicating to get through the rough days (like right now)...just coming off of a classic episode of mania with about $3k less in my bank account and lots of new friends that will probably not like me after they meet "the other half"
It was a fun ride, I wish it could have lasted forever. I feel like it's not fair...it's not fair to the people in my life that I've gotten close to and that fell in love with my personality while I was manic. How can I expect them to also like me when I'm not manic? How will I ever find a career that will suit both sides of me? I'm so frustrated with this half. I feel like it's going to ruin everything that was great.
Anyone else feel like this?
IM CURRENTLY BEEN OFF MEDS SINCE FEB. AND DO FEEL INSAND AT TIMES, UNFORTUNATLY, FOR ME I DO THINK I DO A BIT BETTER WITH MEDS. i TOO WENT WITHOUT FOR FINANCIAL REASONS, SHAME MENTAL HEALTH CARES SO FAR DOWN THE LIST ON REFORM FOR US. BEST WISHES, TAKE CARE
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