This was very powerful to read, Zoo. I am very proud of you. YOu did great work and got the words out, even if it seemed impossible. I would like to do that, too.

I want to tell you, I dissociate in the same way, when I was reading this, I was right there with you. I lose my words, I havent heard anybody post about it. I do that in session and at home. I lose my words and dont know what I was saying or where I am excpet I then know I was probalby saying something. I feel like I am underwater or its like looking through a foggy window far away. That is when I realize I got lost.

I am SO proud of you for telling T the about the incident. I am so glad she reassured you that she believed you. You are very believable

And I love that she called you back right away. She is there for you. What a relief