(((((crystalrose)))))

I'm new here, but wanted to add that sometimes the strength of strangers can help you thru the rough spots such as now.

When your feeling your worst is the time when you need to force yourself to get up, knowing that it will help in the long run. I have a lot of days like yours lately, where I just veg in bed and don't even go to the store as it's just to much work mentally and phsyically.

I'm so glad that you have others that are calling and checking on you!! And I liked the suggestion that maybe your manager can come to you??? It's when we are at our lowest that we need to reach out when others offer no matter what our brain tells us. I know it's not easy....but in the long run it will help and deep down you that's true I'm sure...

Huge (((((hugs))) to you!! I'm alone home all day by myself if you would like to chat either in email or some other way. I'm not sure what the rules are yet or how you PM me...But I'm here. I'll find your message! And maybe you can keep me company so I don't wallow in being alone today.