Please help me I can not do this anymore Im sooooooo fat again I hate my self soooo much I have not eaten again now for 3 days I really thought that I was over my ED as it has been 3 years nearly since I started to beat it but it's back just got up & slapped me in the face again hubby will be home soon & I know he will make me eat tonight but I really dont want to I just want to be skinny again like I was 3 years ago