I started Abilify with Paxil a month or so ago..maybe a little longer. And, I'm starting to feel better. Kind of. I just don't know what to do with myself now and it's starting to get to me...

I don't know if i was or am trying to make up for all the time I lost to depression or if I'm starting to feel better and have energy. But, I can't concentrate on anything. I started about 5 or more art projects I can't bring myself to finish. Yet I've started another project after those. I made 2 bracelets. This is all in a few days..not all at once. But if i'm not making something, I feel like I should be doing something. I just don't know what.

And the problem is, I can't bring myself to do anything now. I want to. I have the energy...kind of. But I need to force myself to do stuff. And I just can't do that right now. I don't know why. I feel guilty unless i'm doing something. It's ridiculous and i don't know what to do about it....