(((((((((((( Tomi ))))))))))))))

No disagreement with your accounting. We did discuss posting some statements from the pm's and I gave you permission and I also stated it might even be good thing if the dragon was roused so I could have another peek at his mind.

Please let me say again, I was not particularly offended by anything you posted, I think my wording was out of tune with what I wanted to express. I'm very sorry if this has caused a larger misunderstanding.

my only intent was to argue in defense of self-empowerment and it may have gotten out of control from there. The word "saviour" is a sensitive one for me.....

At times in my life, my depression / anxiety may have bordered on psychosis. I attempted to reach things beyond an ordinary day to day reality. I wandered into some unconventional spiritual experimentations.... In certain states of mind I "empathized" with Jesus Christ.... I'm very facinated by this person / religious icon. I want to know as much about his real life as I possibly can. I want to know how he thought, how he percieved, what influenced him in his statements.... I'm not a religious fanatic, I just think this man / figure is incredibly interesting because of the influence he's had on civilization for over 2000 years since his death.

To even think of stepping into his shoes or even emulating him, is in my opinion, crazy in the truest sense of the word. But I still reserve the right to empower myself, and with God's help, I'll bust this nut in my head.

I still don't understand what you're feeling?


"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising every time we fall." Confucius