I know you can hear all most every word they say, but you can try to ignore them and don't listen walk away. Could make a joke out of it and laugh. I use to get bullied and picked on being the "new girl" at secondy school (year 7 - year 11) But them I realised it's not me who has a problem. It's them who is the problem. I started school conselloring which over here should be free one hour and get to miss one lesson. Therpy seems a good way, but I'm having therpy now it's free pver the NHS I think? Any way it's hard to clear my mind of all thoughts. When they just stay trapped in my head for days, months even years. Need to learn to let go of the past and move on. Though it is hard, also try going to your pdoc (GP) tell him/her how you've been feeling and how long. Maybe anti-depressants can be used for you like Prozac which I'm taking now and has a big impact to me. ((((((((((((((((((Jeff))))))))))))))) <font color="blue">You are NOT a dumbass.<font color="black"> You can talk, write, read and so much more. Don't let your knowledge go to waste. It is hard being at school as someone once said to me. </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
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</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Please feel free to PM, if you wanna chat about Depression more. I won't ask you any questions if you don't want. Only you said that it's getting worse and on the scale of 1-10 I think/know that the number is high. Because bullies can f*** up your life, if you let them win. Trust me, they are not worth it! You also said you are becoming suidical and I have felt like that somehow in a stupid way. I made my own contract not to kill or hurt myself and signed it and gave it to someone like my consellor. Now I feel better knowing that I'm NOT going to. Why should I lose everything I've already got? You are going through a though time. I can understand just a bit. But even more I'm worried for you, because you sound like a very nice guy and could do so much more with your life. You've got to promise yourself you won't and that you are still seeking for help. Everyone will support what ever you do, just that we only hope the best for you! Be safe and take care. xx
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