Thank you everyone for your replies! I've been using the site, plentyoffish, and got a message yesterday from this really nice guy who said he is also going through anxiety and panic attacks and his message was so sweet. I am nervous to write back.. I'm worried I'll sound like a dork and scare him off. I haven't dated in a long time (ever sine the weight gain from my meds) and I feel like I don't have that much to offer and keep thinking oh he'll never like me because I'm not a very fun or interesting person. I guess all I can do is hope that I meet a nice guy who wants me for me. Who knows, maybe things will go good with this one guy. I gotta stop being scared and take the plunge!