I am jumping to conclusion here....

I remember one session with my T...
He was showing me something...he was telling me T's using them as showing couples about communication skills and expressing anger etc...

He was acting as if he was a husband who is arguing with his partner.
Then he said "Yeah, you are A Fat Bit&&

I totally didn't want to believe what I just heard, because he already told me over the phone that he never ever swears...

My heart sank and I was deeply disappointed with him.
I know he didn't say that to me but I told myself this
" oh my gosh, he thinks that I am a fat Bit&&"

I should have confronted him why he had to use those words...
almost like he was saying those very naturally without consoius...
When I came home and listen to the session to make sure what I've heard was right. Yes, he did say, you fat Bit&&...

Am I over reacting?
being way too sensitive huh
because I am fat and I was *****ing at him all the time...

I never mentioned to him about that. I just decided to ignore...
but I really believe that he thinks that I am a fat Bit&& to him.

Yes, This is Y I need Therapist and this is Y I am being patient to some professinals...