Thnanks Rohag. They are my family. They all get together on Thanksgivng and Christmas. They don't tell me about it. Only one of my cousins don't go and that's because he's a drug addict and is very reclusive and don't like being around the family because they are hard on him for it. Plus he don't like me or any one else in the family. The reason they don't invite me I think, is because when my mom died my stepdad did awful things to me as far as her burial and funeral went ( he would'nt let me know when or where the funeral was, I had to read it in the obits) Well he told them a bunch of lies and they all got mad at me for a few years they would'nt even talk to me. When they seen that he was lying about all of it everything was just awkward with me and them. They have trouble admitting they were wrong about me I guess. But ever since all of that the only one that talks to me is my cousin (she's my bff) and my mamaw. And to answer your last question I'm the only one left out of everything. The rest of them are still together. My uncle made a remark a few years ago that was just weird he said "Chrissy can come to Thanksgiving she looks just like her mom it would be like having her here again" I'm sorry but that's creepy as hell. He was drunk when he said it but it still makes me feel weird.